People around me keep reminding me that I am no longer at the age of dreaming. Worrying about the future became my motivation for filming Benjamin. He used to be young and high-spirited. He once said, “to create is like gazing up toward the sun and the moon.” Nevertheless, he always suffers from the conflict between reality and idealism. Finding work, seeking friends and love, he finds himself lost again and again. Watching him behind the camera, I envision every route he took and will take. Reflecting upon the path of my own, I seem to find the answer to my own questions and live out some of the best days.