As an art examinee who has retaken the exam, I found that most art examinees from small cities have a strong desire for their dream schools as well as big cities. At the same time, the desire for the big city is often projected on a mature and elderly tutor, the two kinds of desire are similar and mixed. In addition, what desire points to is an impulse to step into the adult world. Driving a car that symbolizes a sense of family space and the power of masculine, expressing love to a teacher, and deciding whether to retake the exam for the dream school, all of these can be a tragic leap with an urge toward growing-up. However, the leap is also vulnerable.